I miss my Rocket.

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2009-12-04T08:23:00.001-08:00

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Goodbye Friends .

2009-11-21T22:49:00.000-08:00

ferstly , p6'09 , stay close like we all used to be kay ? keep in contact.
6.1;;
Ghaffari
Asyraf
Asri
Khairil
Al hafiz
Shamita
Ardilla
Sharimin
Zulfikaar
izzun
Zahin
Aaron
samantha
hwee bee
DANIESHA
DIYANA
ERMA
SOBIHATUL
fatehah
izzatthy

6.2
Haziq
Irsyad

6.3
Farhan
Jarald
Hamirul
Is Haikal
Sabrina

6.4
Shakir
Anwar
Akmal
Amirah
siti Nadia
nurul nadia
Ilya

6.5
John
Fatta
Arul
Shukri
Luqman
Ghazali
Hadi
Iqbal
Raziq
Elena
nadirah
Farhanah
Diyana

6.6
Asyraff
syahirah
seha

6.8
ANISAH .

hey beatiful peoples.eventhough we all have to move on , doesn't mean tht our friendship ends heree. we can still keep in contact . friendship ,after 6 years being friends we're not going to just let it go these 6 years of friendship . its sad tht we all have to graduate . its sad because we noe someday we all are going seperate ways , Let it be far in Distance but close by the HEART . FRIENDSHIP IS LOVED .

nuttela :D

2009-11-21T20:37:00.000-08:00

Helloh :)
Syazwan .ahh! . i wan u . i wan iwan . heee:D okay love :) . love at ferst sight eh ? hahaha:X . nononono . Oh TIDAK! khekhekhe . . And yeahh , short is love kay monyet ! :D we won 2 games yesterday . and thts KATEKS POWER :) . hahaha yey! . and so macam standard , everything is not in place . i got quite alot of plans today. going out with iila , abg fad ajak go leisure , lepak bckgate .. which one ?! huhu ..And zee , i miss OUR qiji ALOT! . hahhaaha . wan chili ? no uh yes! . ahahaa kekek sia . .. those days. haha. and fucking fucked up with photo uploader in blogg, wait fucking long . i waited almost half and hour okay!> < / taik .h uhu . ermh . gortogo . okay go! :D

Jaja~

i believe this.

2009-11-21T05:08:00.000-08:00

heyh0 :)
i miss someone , i really do , i cherished those moments we had together. haii . sister :) , how much i love u .. 1000000000000000000000 cows wont show how much i love u . i really do sister , without u , i dunt noe how my life would be . i miss those moments we used to have , laughter . forget it la hor , lets not open a topic about family. and so yes , tadi went out around 4++ so yeah , went backgate , do this do tht ,and ayun hurt himslef by breaking the lamp . AYUN kau degil , and shockingly , i gotonoe , udin is ayun's little bro , ahh! shocking nyer , huhu . sweet . and lately been sad about leaving friends . thursday last day .. we all have to move on , after six years of friendship . kau . cam nk nangis, and so this the end of post, i gtg , okay go!.

Jaja~

imiss.

2009-11-20T06:21:00.000-08:00

heyho:)
sorry , for not been posting lately , so yeah , here i am . and alot of things happened just now . sister is sexay:) she shaved other side of her hair . and she IS HOT . :):) yey! . haha .i'm so speecheless. yeah . and yan;; ghazzi really wants u back, he told me stuffs bout u. and it was sweet . so like i hope u change ur mind and accept him back :) tak pakser eh! :) hahaha hmm . okayy gtg . okay go~!

Jaja~

shafiq shah <3

2009-11-17T04:19:00.000-08:00

heylo :)
1 found , more to go , okay just now went to POD , carik awrul , gotonoe he's at leisure park thn gotonoe AGAIN he's at pod semi . CB . okay but luckily at pod semi , saw Sha:) sha bo , i'm so happy:)sat with him awhile talk talk talk , and he's mother saw us and think negative. omg no! . not my type huhu :) thn yah , he wanted to meet his other friends , so he went , and yea had some conflicts mcm biaser , and lately been missing my gerlfies . korang tau korang sape kay :)okay gtg okay go!

Jaja~

tak ku sangka tk ku duga.

2009-11-16T05:34:00.000-08:00

Malam ku tidur tak lena terinqatkan dirimu
terimbas kembali kenanqan lalu
alanqkah indahnya bersamamu
menqalir air mataku
menemani malam sepi kuku rindu saat bersamamu
sukarnya untuk ku melupa kanmu

dahulu enqkau berikan cinta
mengapa kini enqkau berubah
manakah janji akan setia menanti
jikalau enqkau tak lagi cintakatakan saja , aku tak kesah
dari kau terus membuatku menunggu
tak ku sanqka , tak ku duqa
perpisahan yanq akan melanda
sudah ku coba pertahankan
namun dirimu perqi jua
cintamu baqaikan rembulan
yang hadir bila malam menjelanq
kau hilanq bila sianq mendatanq
begitulah sikapmu oh sayanq
kau lontar cintaku ditepian
ku baqaikan hanyut di lautan
yanq lemas di dalam percintaan
dipukul qelombanq keresahan
Mengalir Air mataku ,
menemani malam sepiku
kurindu saat bersmamu
sukarnya untuk ku melupakanmu.

Dedicated for lovely ex.

I'm dissapointed:)

2009-11-16T04:20:00.000-08:00

heylo :)
faught with abg and ghazali plus azahar plus faiz over some stupid things which i'm not happy about . korkor and haopei fought with me alo , come ppl come hate me. fcuked up with stupit peoples with STUPID attitude.bby pun prangai . there only a few peoples which is quite okayyy with me . but i'm still fcuked up with stucked up PROBLEMS. i went home on foot , mcm siyal , from 7 eleven till home , no earpieace fcuking piece of shyt sister took it. ncb . fcuked up day . the whole day , bad mood , mcm siyal , MAYBE , but not tht confident tht i can , i'm not lepaking at backgate tht often . chiiiibaii .and yeah ,fcuked up with fcuking bloggy . CB! > <>

jaja~

Goodnite .

2009-11-15T05:37:00.000-08:00

Heyyo :)
tadik , hmm , alot of things happened, mcm standard.okay , tought of going sobihatul's house and make cookies for tomorow but ended up , her mother came nagging .mcm WTF?! , okay , her mother like damn me sahaje . tkper sabar. zee , we have to go through every obstacles in life . so lets go through everything together okay ?besabar sahaje . mummeyh damn me , sobi's mother damn me . DARN! . hate me ppl hate me! .asshole. tmrmaybe joining nana's group cause COOKIES tk JADI . babi . sabar jer nur syaza bte osman .. Currently been missing two peoples .
Wkechyk , FariRocket , SUMPAH aku tk tau kenape! . taik . chatting with bby & zee. :I , bby just said , tk baik sia u ckp u hate ur mum . U dunnoe laa bby / okay gtg loves. okay go!

jaja:D

mummey sux .

2009-11-14T22:45:00.000-08:00

heylo ,
i'm so fcuked up , i put in effort to stay at home , and mummey came yelling to me just because i ask her for 25.50 to top up my hp . eyh , my allowance every months is 250 is more than enough la slut . dun put it under my name when the one whom use my money is u . i estimated my school money and its only 120 buck , and i put it as u gave me 4lollar per da , instead u onli gave me , 3 per day , so i still have more extra money , thts when u say 250 buck is not enough for me ? FCUK U UPSIDE DOWN LA SIA. buto uh , sumpah aku sod sia. eyh listen up eh , eventhough ur my mum , u act as if ur not , i'm deeply dissapointed and i'm not satisfied with the way u reacted, okay sumpah aku tk puas hati . bye .

jaja

Leisure park:D

2009-11-14T04:18:00.000-08:00

hello:)
tadi went to meet daniesha and afiqah , and we headed to leisurepark , was having fun there , thn suddenly abg came , with a fucking attitude face , sumpah aku mls nk layan! . babi. and thn saw favian , asked for one stick , how generus of him to hand me one ! haha yey!:) i'm missing hendra lately , tktauu why .thn headed home me and fiqah went on foot home , ala dekat aje. thn ontheway nmpk FADLY ngn faiz, babi! benci sia...thn fadly was like, eh syaza , i look at him jeling-king! wow new word cb , haha :) fiqa cheer up kay , there's always a way out . fought with bby again . but okay already.kakak ur late :( thts why i went home ferst . sorry! > < okay gtg okay go bye!

jaja~

truth , double dare :0

2009-11-13T03:47:00.000-08:00

heyo:)
haha truth , double dare tady fun fun fun!:) . yey!! .haha al was there including some of budak scorpion:o . haha okay cute , geyreq tau main double dare! yey ! wan , niesha! , rahsier kamu berdue bocoh . oops :X hahah . cute! that was the moment where i really feel closed to FRIENDS like this okay! :) baby sungguh sombong!. benci . haha . :p , tadi shakir botak kenek rembat ngn dan , sungguh tk sampai hati . sedih okay . haha .tapy shakir , its most partly ur fault okay :) so get well soon . okay aabg fad cat walk , anisah joget atas table , me sl-ing with two of my gerlfriends, fun fun fun . haha:) cinter korang! sumpah! haha okay gtg , ok go!

P/S ;; dad iloveyou , happy 49th burfday

Jaja~

happy burfday abg Fad :)

2009-11-12T06:08:00.000-08:00

heylo:) ,
abang fad! happy burfay oi! :) okay tadi slack slack , with bby nisxah , bby niesha , bby sobi, bby farhan .aduii! , sungguh kecoh . baceyynn laa korang ,:) bsk gy buat muffin ! yey! . i like! :) bbyboy , Sungguh cinter! > < . Halifi i'm sorry for the tatoo at ur cheecks oi! , rmbr me always. i dun noe why suddenly mcm miss adilah gitu . i'm sory ardilah , because of me everything ended . okay sumpah aku sorry . chatting with zee . webcamming . okay com dier sungguh sod! . ah! . chat ngn bby love , dier tidak reply , sungguh sedih . saya beraser sedih :( . /I think his mad at me . because of minyak kapak . okay something happened just now k,okay speecheless sungguh . byee lor. k go :)

Jaja ,

friends? haa.

2009-11-11T01:19:00.000-08:00

heylo ,.
sungguh upset . Sanggup eh korang buat aku mcm gni ? aku yang kesah psl korang aku yang je korang aku yang advice korang . In return korang kasik aku ?! . buto aku sot sia . sumpah aku tkder mood,

P/S;;Hidayat,Qamarul,Halifi , Faiz , Sharimin , i'm deeply dissapointed.

Noh Hidayat ,

2009-11-09T02:19:00.000-08:00

i had a bad fight ngn baby . Hai ...
Jajaa.: aper nk bobal ? mlm tkley otp uh . inca uh ckp sini habes sini ,

+6581472693 : Msn uh..Jajaa.:

+6581472693 : Sabar lh

Jajaa.: .......... inca laa.

+6581472693 : Abeh mrh.. Mlm le tk?

Jajaa.: tkleyy laa.

+6581472693 : Asl mrh,dh tkpe uh

Jajaa.: sape marah siaa? aku nk kau ckp skrg jekan .

+6581472693 : Tkpe lh..

Jajaa.: tk mo mepek uh siaaaa

+6581472693 : Tkpe, k lh, bye lh

Jajaa.: tkmo menyesall la sia. =.=..

Jajaa.: thanks tau , thanks , thanks for being patient wth my attitude , go and enjoy life out dher. bye syg :( ...

+6581472693 : K, yg natasha ex lh, tkda kene mengene ,qamarul nk diaJajaa.: pape uh paper kay ,

Jajaa,:paperh uh kay! .

okay bby . aku sungguh jealous .. why ehh ? u kene contact ngn u peyh ex .okay fine , i tau i da admit pat u yang i ader crush on wan kechyk . though , it all started from the contacting of ex . Fine kiter tkder paper , just good friends , thus ,it hurts alot kay love. bye .

Jaja

Blame it on Alcohol :)

2009-11-08T03:45:00.000-08:00

hello rakan rakan:)
Wkechyk , mcm rindu sahaje :X .haha. hmm . abg angkat :O . hahah cute kann ?! kamu sungguh cute la!:b . Tadi slack with , TEEZYbby , Udin<3 and all . adek halifi bby boy , akak rindu adek la! . adek da lamer menghilangkan diri tau . bby , meet up soon kay deq? . :D

jajaja~

Wan kechyk ?

2009-11-07T04:40:00.000-08:00

Hello :)
hmm , okay thn just now went pit in the morning , teezy da kol . haha:) . okayy . sungguh kecoh . thn end up like. wan gmok told me wan kechyk interested in me , i was like fcuk shyyt -.- thn wan kechyk was like ehh!! mepek uhh!! wan kechyk blushing+ lauughing .haha:) sumpah gyler dier hawt okey! . he gave shakir his number to pass to me. cute kann!?hhahah no no . lets stick with what we have oi! , tapy Kechyk sungguh cinter! haha his 16 okay. aku baru 12 , boleyh memang boleyh , butthen org ckp kan , kalau org tuer dari kauu may take advantage of u . okay AGREED! haha:) okay la kwn , nk go.

Jajaa

:)

2009-11-06T08:02:00.000-08:00

Hello ,
sungguh tkder mood . sister kecoh =.= i was about to ton sia babi . skali skale sia, my dad allowed sia . sumpah sia aku mcm nk bunoh kakak aku . aku geram. asal semuer tkley sia. mepek sia.. I get to see teezy tadi! sungguh sungguh happy :) had had a really goood tyme ngn teezy :) tapy geyreq la siol ...nnti 5.30 pagi i'm bathing and going straight to cchangi i dfc .. haiyos. aku pohkai , aku tkder duit bas besok! cmanne?! ahhaha stress . kay takper .bz chatting ngn beauiful ppl kay bye! >

ajjajaja:D

somehow i rise above my problems and remain here.

2009-11-04T04:16:00.000-08:00

hello :D
okay . i'm facing fcuked up problems. okay sumpah aku stress. firstly , shakir just kutok lucas. okay sedih . i cried just now . like how cn u Insult someone whom is not in the wrong ryte ?, haiyos.213 is gone. okay , dissapeared. sedih! :( I dont noe how many months i'm facing all these tht i still remain here. i dunt noe how i managed to , i dunt even noe i'm this strong to go every obstacles in life. my family background sux .I'm not gonna get what i had last tyme no more.I wish i had a tyme machine , that i can put everything back in their right places...I dunt noe why humans change so fast.I tried to go further. but all i gotta noe , How long must i hang on , how long must i suffer , how long can i live my life . i'm so confused , precisely , i'm living in life full of why"s . I so stress up with everything kay , i'm just stressed up . bye.

Jaja~

no maattterrr what ,

2009-11-03T03:30:00.000-08:00

Never have you seen in ya lifetimeA more divine southern rapper with a swagga like mineFacin all kinda time but smile like I'm fineBrag with such passion and shine without tryinBelieve me, pains a small thing to a giantI was born without a dimeOut the gutter I climbedSpoke my mind and didn't stutter one timeAli said even the greatest gotta suffer sometimeSo I huff and puff rhymesLyrics so sick wit itSet the standards in Atlanta how to get get get itSo you up and coming rappers wanna diss, just kill itI'm officially the realest, point blank, periodWhether I still live in the hood or just visitWhatever you can do in the hood I done did itThat's why the dope boys and the misfits feel itThis still the city long as Tip live it, listenI ain't dead (nah) I ain't done(nah)I ain't scared(of what), I ain't run(from what)But still I stand (yeah)No matter what VA here I amI ain't break(never), I ain't fold(never)They hate me more(so? )Yeah I knowHere I goNo matter what shortie, here I goNo matter what shortieYou let the blog sites and the magazines tell itI'm showed to b jail until 2027Rather see me in the cell thenInstead of this new McLaruenGod will take you to hell, just to get you to heavenSo even tho it's heavy, the load I will carryGrin and still bear it, win and still share itApologies to the fans, I hope you can understand itLike a change in direction, even when you ain't planned itAll you can do it handle it, worst thing you can do is panicUse it to your advantage, avoid insanity mattersTo conquer, every obstacle, make impossible possibleEven when winning illogical, losing is still far from optionalYeah they wanna see you shot up in the hospitalBut, one life like punches, block the counter like a boxer doBeen locked inside mi casa too long, I did a songTo make it known that the king lives onI ain't dead (nah) I ain't done(nah)I ain't scared(of what), I ain't run(from what)But still I stand (yeah)No matter what VA here I amI ain't break(never), I ain't fold(never)They hate me more(so? )Yeah I knowBut here I goNo matter what shortie, here I goNo matter what shortieEven the solitude, that still know how to doI show you how to do, what you do, you ain't gotta clueAll you do is follow dudesSound like a lotta dudesI'll weather whatever stormMake it out without a bruiseI understand why, now when my hands tiedThey take shots cause if I'm out it's a landslideBut revenge is best served as a cold dishAnd suckas will get served better know thisGuess it was understood, for me it was over withBut I don't quit, if you ain't noticed yetThey couldn't wait to say goodnight shortySo they can try to rhyme, act and look like shortyGo get a beat from toomp, and make a hook like shortyBefore ya know it I'm back what it look like shortyI lost my partner and my daughter in the same yearSomehow I rise above my problems and remain hereYeah, and I hope the picture painted clearIf your hearts fill with faith then you can't fearWonder how I face years and I'm still chillin[732 stand up]Easy, let go and let god deal with it, ya digI ain't dead (nah) I ain't done(nah)I ain't scared(of what), I ain't run(from what)Still I stand (yeah)No matter what VA here I amI ain't break(never), I ain't fold(never)They hate me more(so? )Yeah I knowBut there I goNo matter what shortie, here I goNo matter what shortie

Rocket :O

2009-11-03T03:02:00.000-08:00

hello :D
okay sumpah aku tk ali ali rindu fari :O . weird .okay tadi didn't went to school sungguh malas!tadi mcm standard ,backgate mesti go nyer! . besok ader CIP . eish!but i'm going , lets explore changi alryte?! hahah :D yey!chatting with haopei . okay happy sixth monthsary eyyy korang! hhhaa:)sunnggguh mendak! bibik cook sardine! yey!! hahha:D okay humanss gtg , k go!

Jaja:)

bitterheart :D

2009-11-01T06:11:00.000-08:00

okay ,, hello ,
today like alot of things happened . saw mum at changi =.= fcukshyt sway sungguh and on friday till sunday mornin ader pit :D tk sabar dong . okay okay . aku nk chat ngn SisterrhhhhNisahhhh . so bye . k go .

JajaXD

what dont u understand?

2009-10-31T03:56:00.000-07:00

hello . okay mendaak sumpah!
i stayed at home like a good gerl do . :) i didn't went out . okay . i wanna prove that i wont die without going out . :O fcukshyt. prepaid sungguh low. last msg ajer boleyh ,. mcm sial .okay chatting wuth sisterhhlynaa:D. babi . have been hearing club songs :X ,. tersampuk ngn kakak . haha:D . bytheway , danpal happy advance burfday oi!.. sumpah aku wangi . hahaha aku aru abes mandi! weee~` okay .that wound on my leg klua nana . mcm nk puke sahajeer .. and fcukshyt . aku bsk nk go out .go out ke what?! hahaha;P okay cute . tapy bsk . nk go out ngn who ?okay sorry busy chatting ngn kwn kwn from mars :D yay!! aku craving fried ice creaam!!! eish! brotherrufffeyh ask me bout fari 0.o huhu!! gyler laa kamuu! okay aku gortogo . k go!

jaja:D

I love sister, :) touching sumpah!

2009-10-30T07:04:00.000-07:00

heylo .
okay just now i really did make my sister upset . fcuking upset . and the story goes like this ,
i masged sis and told her i wan go out to discuss about something . i said i will be home bfr 6.30! stupit siaa. thn she was like. o kay 630 call me with home phone .thn unfortunately , met nisah, and we went somewhere.thn it was 8.59 when sis keep on calling me and i keep on rejecting. i was like fcuk shyt . i'm scared i was like crying . thn we checked the board . bus 19 finish at 8.15 kiwakk!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! it was already about 45 mins we waited for it. thn i was like begging nisah for taxi .thn she aggred . while we're waiting for taxi . my sis called nisah's phone talked to soby and talked to me . thn bat flat =.=, kay i thought slamat. thn we took taxi . thn reach area my house i ran like one fcuking mad gerl , seriously i ran like nobody's businnesss!!! thn i almost slip and fall . okay paiseyh skejap . reach home, sis said this to me ,

ya i noe . at this point of tyme u nid ur friends .ur in depressions. u set the tyme but u urself cant be punctual. i wont scold u . i noe psle is over. after 6 years of education at last . but u have to know. whatever tyme u set, be punctual . u wan go anywhere i dun fucking care. just rmbr this . iloveyou thts why im doing stuffs like this. i bet this. i wont hurt u anymore. ur big enough to know what is good and what is bad.

i was like . cheetot all the tears sungguh no nid sia!!! i'm so proud of sister. she finally understanding me .haiyos. okay gtg buhbye :D

jaja:D

Day and night:)

2009-10-27T21:51:00.001-07:00

heyho:D
okay sorry for not attending school peepos :D hahaha. malas dohh!
okay thn just now went makan with mummey . camwhored with brother. :D
okay thn now here i am .arul msges me "datang blakanq. " i was like fcuk shyt .i cant go out .
all's home .babi .. sister at home .second sis go camp :( . i'm gonna miss her fucking lot .
now chatting with brotheruffeyhh :D he didn' went to skool. mcm tau tau jerr! haaa:) . smlm ewan msged me . why never turon all. sorry bro . aku tkley eply . okay gtg ,okay go!

jaja~

the way we were;

2009-10-27T06:06:00.000-07:00

heylolol .
just now went cycling with shamita=idongg. went home ard 8 . i msg love but no replies .
haiyo . ignorance=hate , hai hai .
okaaaaay gtg, k go !

jajaaaaaaaaaaaaa~

Kwn mcm gini ey ? backstabber. babi .

2009-10-26T04:04:00.000-07:00

hey zee,
thnks for the free RPL ehh . hmm . we also arent one . so take care eh . upset memang uh . benci pun makin uh sia. kalau kau raser kau perfect sangat go find a friend yang staraf la sia ngn kau .aku tau aku siape la. eyh .aku ader limit sia ..thnks for all the fake fronting's' depan ....fuyoooo . mcm angle .blakang backstabbing .gni per kawan?! eyy . thnks eh thnks .sumpah sia akuu tk tipu. kwn mcm kau? maner maner leyh carik la .sumpah sia aku dissapointed sia. aku info ketat la nur izzathy . tkperh uh . thnk you so much .

haa. okay . aku tau aku tau .i'm just fcuked up over everything niesha told me just now.. . okay .
aku sumpah speecheless. haha:D okayokay . aku gortogo paper korang tkcaire :D
k go!

jaja~

i miss BaniazDwayne.

2009-10-25T07:11:00.000-07:00

i miss baniaz! sumpah!
haa:D just now. alloot of this happend dohh ..
haha:D oky aku sumpah speecheles.
bytheway i miss zainabb . kay! bye ,

jaja:D

what dont you understand.

2009-10-24T05:31:00.000-07:00

[verse 1]And I don't really know what the hell I'm doing,I could be walking, down the street,And if a guy notices me,Then you get upsetBut if I'm walkin with you holdin hands and kissin,Anybody can see what that means,Should I wear a sign that says don't look at me?Baby I'm all yours,Kissin and huggin, all in public,What do you think that's all for?I don't give a damn bout nobody but you,But you always question, thinkin I'm creepin, without a reason,Why are you always tressin?lemme ask you a question[chorus]Tell me, what,Oh, don't you understand?Doing all I can, you don't know that I'm your womanWhat, oh, don't you understand?If I wanted someone else,Then I would be with someone else but all I want is you[verse 2]And it's getting annoying (annoying),And I can't prove with what I think,That you been checking me, for me, all on my cellphone But if you dont then just leave what with me youre calling,What I gotta do to make you see?Tell me something boy cause this is killing meBaby I'm all yours,Kissin and huggin, all in public,Why do you think that's all for?I don't give a damn bout nobody but you,But you always question, thinkin I'm creepin, without a reason,Why are you always tressin?lemme ask you a question[chorus]Tell me, what,Oh, don't you understand?Doing all I can, you don't know that I'm your womanWhat, oh, don't you understand?If I wanted someone else,Then I would be with someone else but all I want is you[verse 3]And I'm at my wits end (and I'm at my wits end),Cause there's nothing else that I can do (nothin else that i can do),If you just dont care,Maybe I should just be done with you,But I don't want to [chorus]Tell me, what,Oh, don't you understand?Doing all I can, you don't know that I'm your womanWhat, oh, don't you understand?If I wanted someone else,Then I would be with someone else but all I want is you

Bella Luna , blame it on alcohol .

2009-10-24T05:15:00.000-07:00

heyloo,
ahh . bored . :D i got my new phone :D haaaaaaaa. happy oi! :D , yey!
hmm .
boy ,
thnks for the love u gave to me .best appreciated.. now i miss u . now i miss u. aku sumpahh h.
haiyos. tadi stayed at home. cantek . cam whored . chat dgr lagu . bukak lagu smpai 100% tnk kala nyer. haha. okay aku mendakk aku bobal mepeyk aku tau h. and skrg aku nk go .
okay go! haaaa . bye .

JaaaJaaa:D

Yey! :)

2009-10-23T22:10:00.001-07:00

helloo :D
yesterday , mum slow talk to me . i was playing games, i was like just " ah. ah . ah kay . " haaa. she told me if i dont want to listen to her gerlshome in i go,i just keep quiet. i say " are u sending me now ?" no... ur too notty at this age :O ey ? haaa. tk tau plak okay thn talk here talk there . the conversation ended.
"bik, bsk bangun suboh kejut ibu ya . " my mum said .i was like WTF? :O ,
"jaa, bawak masok laptop " , i was like, hmm kay kay ,
when want to step in the room , mum holding buku yang untuk blaja sembahyang .
i was like eyh ? tdo per sia aku ?! haa. okay , zul , imma survivor! hahaa:D , yey! happy oi:D , i aint going in but maybe one day haa:D yey!! happy oi .

okay dad bought me my new battery and even charger . thn it aint working mcm siyal sia. iila ur phone is crazy. .babiii . okay thn thn . okay go!
jaja:D

miss you .

2009-10-23T06:36:00.000-07:00

It's you, When I close my eyes, That's when you're near I kiss you, But I know that I'm dreamin' boy, it's so unfair And I can't help but cry every night When I'm weak & you're not by my side
boy I just wanna hold you in my arms Think of you each day that we're apart And I just want things back the way they were Find a way back to your heart Without you, I don't feel the same Since you went away I need you And I just want you back Here with me And I can't help but cry every night When I'm weak & you're not by my side When I just wanna hold you in my arms Think of you each day that we're apart And I just want things back the way they were Find a way back to your heart And I just wanna hold you in my arms Think of you each day that we're apart And I just want things back the way they were Find a way back to your heart.

imissex , imissex, friends, if my mum really want to pun me in . u guys take care? . :(

i believe this.

2009-10-23T04:34:00.001-07:00

Dad, ilove you , i really do . i'm so proud to have u.. dad thnks for making me feel so secured. i'm following u no matter how hard it'll be , i'm not going to follow tht witch mum . i told dad about mum sending me to girls home. he kept quiet . mum! back off. dad , i dunt noe what must i do to tell you how much i love u how much i appreciate u for ur love . dad , ur the one whom make me feel so loved. having difficulties of financial wont kill dad , it wont, having difficulties ,lack of love , will kill me , i just nid ur support, i will go far with tht . i really love u dad , i do .

Love,
your ignoring me. even avoiding me. thnks thnks . ur not replying my web msges., haiyos. what else must i do ? i tried my very best to contact u . ur just ignoring . thnks eh thnks. go ahead . u asked for tht gerl's name which is sofia. kay thnks. if u have a chance with her gdluck kay . bye.

ohkayy ,
just now went backgate slack slack , thn hunneyh and gang came. had some conflicts between reena and zee. i dunt noe what exactly happened. I'm sad, i am , i'm so hurt. i dunt noe., bye n mood. sumpah sia.

bby , i swear , i start loving u since that day , i'm sorry ..*sighs* . bye syg ,

jaja~

daughter to mum ?

2009-10-22T19:56:00.001-07:00

mum tell me the truth . am i ur daughter?

girlshome.

2009-10-22T18:41:00.001-07:00

mum ,
go ahead . send me to gerlshome. ur gonna be happy . just sent me there , i'll be just fine.
ur even happy if i go in , mum u really hate me . I'm ur daughter aint a servant . my mum
likes to see me hurt this way .. i just got bitten .. over something . she called me anak sundal .
she even called my both sisters. if u wanna say me ALONE . i dun mind but not my sisters.
the pain is not when u bit me . it hurts me so much when u said those harsh words .haiyo .
mum i can face anything in life , just sent me in there . i'm willing mum , i'm seriously am .
anything to see mum happy.. in life , there is also someone cruel ? it never exist in my olden
days . it proves me wrong now. i'm even living in a cruel world.
Lovely friends,
if i have to go in one day , u guys take care of urself kay ? :(
be happy . just take it as i have never exist .

jajaLifeless.

home? :D

2009-10-22T18:20:00.001-07:00

heyho :D
yesterday mcm satu hari ajer pat umah . nyeahhaa:P , dad's buying my K750i's battery ! yay! happyy nyer!!yesterdday me pipa and maira sleep outside mcm out of a sudden gtu . panas oi pat bilik . sioll . i' bored i'm just simply am . i miss love ): , i cant go out i cant go out !!! cheetot .

haiyos. i miss kbpr :O . haiyos.. ggtg :D
buhbye,
jaja~

love , imiss you oi! :(

2009-10-21T06:25:00.000-07:00

heyho:D
just now went pasiris parkk oi :D thn went backgate slack slack slack . thn they say got hal with fatta? wtf ?:P thn i was like kayy paperh uh . thn they settle .=.- oii!! zaman fanehhh da abes la deyyyhh . thn zee and faz tagged alongg. thn this thn tht . thn teman dhem go makan. go qiji mkn popiah basah . craving for it babii!ate two rolss me and zee was like

"wan chili ? " worker .
"no , EH YES! " i dunt noe why in a sudden . nyehahah babi tol .
"my mum said this to me, be a smurf for ur grad nite . " i said to them
"pfft , hahahahahahahahahhahhahahaha" they laughed!
the whole humans there was like looking at us. babi tol! nyeahhaha
reach home around 7 . sempat window shopping :D
sayang korang oi!
preepaidd low. babi tol .

jaja:D

:D

2009-10-16T19:31:00.000-07:00

heyho:D
macam siang sahajerr aku bangun . nyeahaha. peanud call me just now , she got problems . wow .
thn later going nenek's house . got reunion :O . hahaa. what happened eyy yesterday ? . oh kecoh baceyynn . kakak me and mairaa vid call with illiie :D haaa. miss her truckloads oi! . 22nd jan baru dier alekk. haiyoo . thn kakak have been unpatient for curry ayam to cook . asss toll .hahaa. we ate together gether. illie was like " unbelievable oi! korang tiger ader umah! "haha we all laughed. mcm toot. kak illie cried only when she webbywif lutfi audy , how sweet , haha:D rinduu rindduuu sekalii :D , okay laa buyh . gtg:D

Inlove?

2009-10-16T02:17:00.000-07:00

In love with someone .
butthen , i dunt noe , i just can t forget the other somewan . i dun noe. confuse .go on or stay in put like this . haish . Bytheway i;m in love with this song. perfextly for "x"

Biarkan waktu teruslah berputar Mencintai kamu penuh rasa sabar Meski sakit hati ini kau tinggalkan Ku ikhlas tuk bertahan

Cintaku padamu begitu besar Namun kau tak pernah bisa merasakan Malah kini kau ucapkan selamat tinggal Membuat keresahan

Reff:[*] Meninggalkanku tanpa perasaan Hingga ku jatuhkan airmata Kekecewaan ku sungguh tak berarah Biarkan ku harus bertahan

[**] Jangan pernah kau coba untuk berubah Tak relakan yang indah hilanglah sudah Jangan pernah kau coba untuk berubah Tak relakan yang indah hilanglah sudah
Back to Reff:[*] , [**] Jangan pernah kau coba untuk berubah Ku relakan yang indah dalam hatinya

haiyo .

boohaeyy

2009-10-15T20:41:00.001-07:00

hello .
now in school . contating with hmm . love :D aaaa, I'm single aren't attached kay .
gaduh ngn abg . abg prangaii siaa. sumpah siaa. today oing mandi laut . haaa:D tk sabar seyyy! rinduu sngt sngt dengan org org tertenttuuu :D
Abg ,
eventhough we are fighting noww. i know the love of siblings still stays,, inoe i noe. My attitude sux :O . okay thn lets make this fair both of us change our attitude kayy ? haizzz. penatt la nk gado gado . da tk tau aper lagy nk buat . why ehh ? why must there always be fights between sibblinggsss. ! Geramm sahajee. kayy bye,

jajaaA~

i cherished those moments

2009-10-14T05:11:00.001-07:00

the love of her. zeetwinneh<3 align="center"> the one tht i trust .

wheres my prince ?):

ilove .

i love tht kazzy

mcm candid sahajee

L.O.v.E

those are fake.

the love of gerls!~

i was like "EH! "

ilovethemlotz .

up yours babes.

the day to be cherrished

the jln rayerr.

syg .

2009-10-10T06:46:00.000-07:00

heylo(:
mendak siak . aru jugak alek dari pasiris 0,o weird huh ?

tadi masuk red house. alot of things happend siakk . mcm cepat ajer tyme iniarii . huhu . eyhh . aku bukan bohsia laa. gy mati uh sia ngn kau . mls la sia nk lyn budak budak tkder life . aku raser mataer kau yang bohsia. anjeng bodow kau . babi , mampos tnk . gy mati la sia ngn kau . go get a life , iswear boy its over this tyme. i've managed to get over u . yes uh!after all i thought back how u suffered me how u tortured me how dayus u are . oi boy, i hate u kay? paham enggak!? eyy gy maty la kau ngn pompan kauu . aku siket pon tk heran la eyy . babii tol . kau pikeyy kau act gitu depan aku aku jealous pe? (actually jealous siket uhk .) eyhh gy mampos la..huhu . just now had a bad fall . i fell down ferst thn nadirah . haha jiwerh dokk , syg sama lu sister!!!

hahahaaa gtg bye(:

jajaaaravenn

Big old plain liar.

2009-10-07T05:56:00.000-07:00

Heyho(:
i realised he's a big plain old liar. all those 5 months was just a cover, u sux bby u do. words are words and facts is i still cant get over u , haiyo . baceyn tol . msn mcm siall uh seyy! zainab aku salute kamuu! :D huhu . dad's hearing wird songs :0 huhu huhu huhu . mendak seyyyhhs, eish tadi english paper mcm best ajer. my maths paper tmr tk sbah excited bye

admittance . lovehurts , heart bleed .

2009-10-05T06:04:00.000-07:00

why? why must u admit bby ? okay fine . move on bby . u went home with me just now to tell me tht ur gonna hurt me now? why ? tell me bby please?! stop hurting me this way .after those laughters by msges now my mesges ur arent replying. why bby!? WHY?! why am i so unfortunate?! why must i waste tht love of yours when u gave it to me!? why am i so stupid!? why am i trusting love bby ? why ? why must u leave me hanging here waiting for u !? why!? don't u have feelings for others?! why u only look for ur futurE!? why do u ever fall for me why do you!? am i ur tissue!? u onli want thn u take!? when u dont want u throw!? i noe i'm not a beautiful swan . i;m unfortunate. i dont have sexy body , i only hurt ppl feelings i feeling it now i noe how much u hate me and dislike me .i feel like suiciding . my background sux my mly teacher hates me everyone hates me why?! why!???????????????????????????????????

/infinittyy' .

2009-10-05T03:45:00.000-07:00

heyloo .
haiz . i duntnoe why today mcm sad ajee. ajayy. (: my feelings like . i dunt noe larhs . i sent msges to all yang tertentu jer siol i said .
humans ,
yes i Ruined , imma bad gerl . no one look up to me. no one in life is perfect . i'm one of them . I'm unfortunate. i am , i'm still searching for love which use to be in me . I'm sorry if i've done wrong to any of u . bytheway , takder manusia yang boleyh lari dari kesilapan . jaja-
mcm weird ajer! ya iyalah .huhu . mendark siol . tengah webby ngn elenaa. lol . why do i do all this ? is it the ending part of me ? 0,o . oi! touchwood. i still wan go through my life . lets see how my life ends kay ? huhu . ajayyy . tokio , he really loves chicky . huhu . ! hmm . oh yah about just now . he wants me to go home with him oi! happy siol.. hapy gyler . hu hu . shh! shut up ajayyy!
huhu stop it with the ajay siaa. irrtiating. tawu tkperh . huhu . eyh gtg bye.
nadirah elena best <3(:

JajaAjayyy-

Imisseu!badly oi ):

2009-10-03T17:03:00.001-07:00

Tell you what?

2009-10-03T07:08:00.000-07:00

hello :D
tadi jln rayerr ngn nazie , went to shida's open house (: thn went there went here and last ZAINAB's house huhu! , zainab! sayang kamu . we suddenly became so talkative. i met zainab onli for like two tymes .hhoho :D fattahillah's telling me he wanna die . eyh hello da lamer sngt ker hidop dlm dunier niie? huhu . mendark siot! collection 18 jer lu kekek per?! haiz.. kakak not at home geyreq . huhu . da mkn da kenyang da cukop da .tinggal nk landing jer . elena call me just now and i dunt noe for what . all i noe is i rejected :X hahaaa . im sorry chinese gerl :P . we gossipe-d alot just now , saper saper yang tercekik biiler tengah mkn tadi hehe sorry :D . tokio TATSUKAWA , CHUCKY qaiser , ZUL kfcboy , IILA windu korang sumpah! kakilli in kedah hope ur okay there , will be missing eu . and feel sorry for u for not attending my open house tmrw . huhu , kak illi i miss you lately! . now fatta asking me to take a knife or hammer to kill himself . oi! tk mo merepek la! pikeh senangg senangg jer nk mati! . saper ajar kau siak?!>

you ,.

2009-10-02T02:37:00.000-07:00

You were there to light my day,Your were there to guide me through . And our days down and upp i'll never stop thingking of you .How can i forget all that you are the one who make me smile . you'll always be a part of me , How I wish u are still myne . Never will forget those days how we fought and give things in . I always got this feeling but somehow it have to end up here.though its me who said goodbye and thats the hardest thing to do . Cause you mean so much to me. and thats a gift from me to you . for all the things u gave to me and all the hurts i gave to you . I hope u will forgive me bby .
wow . tht was wayyy to emotional =.= , sebenarnyer tengah mendark dan PANAS . hohoho. next week back to hell lorhhss. hurhur .gd luck eh p6 oi(: . i thought of going out todayy tapi tk jadi arh . bear with it jaja! huhu . yes uh! bibik amek fan! wooohoo . mendark sioot . i got really nothing to say no more.. so buhbyee.

JajaOi(:

happy burfday twinsiooo (:

2009-09-30T20:28:00.000-07:00

happy burfday oi! (:
da 13 seyyhh feeweeeet (:
may u twiinnneyh enjjoy ur day tday horr(:

/thnks for being my fwend all this while, best appreciated oi!

bynk plann per niari , i can go out oi! sisterio at home. psle next week!! hahaha(:
tk sbrr seyyy (: sumpah aku bored . give me something to do arse . i wan go edit my fwendstta yeah i noe friendster's DEAD . but gerreekk perr! ! . hurhurrr . faiq paiseyyy horr .
weyyy gtg buhbye syg koraannnqqq

JajaOi:D

happy burfday rockett!

2009-09-30T20:27:00.000-07:00

happy burfday rockeet (:

2009-09-30T18:21:00.000-07:00

hokuto konishii /<3

2009-09-15T23:01:00.000-07:00

boyy, imissyou .
oi tokio tatsukawa . i miss u alot. :( . meet me please?! please!? pleasE?! .
haiyo.oh my bday ? ermm fun uhks, (: alot of things happened . (: watching bohsia -,- heees .
kakak going to work gave her two sticks green menthol . haiyoo . mendark seyy , they say i look like tasha =.= the bohsia peyhh citer! fcuk u! . muss hawt(: didnt go for science class hee! mls dorkk! i going to cut my hair tauws people! . (: short layered front 1 long 1 short .cool ? hehehe. going at 2.30 ............ hmm , bby imy? gd luck with daniesha kay . buhbye kwn kwn!

LUCAS I miss YOU . take home leave please bby i beg u ! ): LUCAS LUCAS i missyou .

-Zaaatreako0ravenJajaa

toyfriend:D you found me!

2009-09-12T08:30:00.000-07:00

Boohoo(:
heylo , mum and dad is getting back together slowly dokk! (: happy seyy! ,fari , come back? . haiyos. bored just now went home around 10.15 , GHAZZI! see that ? 10.15 kay! hees. doesn't smoke just now . GHAZZI SEE THT?! hees .so i've prooved to ghazzi tht i can :) , stoping all this because of someone . from mornin till 7.50 i was at home never wnet out till night came. relax la dok , night still young. (: sms-ing with uzai using com . cool kan ? hees . nk webcam ngn orang uh tapi mls nk online . eyh Toyfriend :D , come back leyh ?! haiyoos. sktushh . eyhh gotogo bye love u :D

-jaja

110909<3

2009-09-11T22:50:00.000-07:00

heyho! (:
yesterday was funn . but ruzaini , al hafiz ,irfan , i'm sorry if i've done something really wrong to u guys. i noe u guys are not going to talk to me anymore .i didn't meant to peng side . i have no side either! . i 'm not siding anyone , seriously . haiyos, u guys are boiis seyh heylo , tk perlu majuk perh . gotonoe from uzair tht zai(ruzaini) say i'm irritating, eyh fcuk u lah , i'm so fucked up sia . i help u guys i gave u guys ciggies , we all make joke to laugh together and this is what end up . gini perh kawan? eyy , eventhough i noe u for like only 5 days eyy , aku raser aku da cukop kenal kau la sial , kawan mcm kau ? maner maner boleyh carik la sia! aku ader beribu la sia kawan mcm kau . skrg ni kan kalau kau nk bobal boleyh bobal depan depan per . irritating? saper irritating dulu sia? . suker ati uh eyy! ghazziii , thnks for the advice , i'll take in the advice, kau pun kenek amek advice akuuu! . semalamm geyreqqq (:
aku syq korang! (:

jajaaRaven-

bby scooby ,

2009-09-09T20:05:00.000-07:00

bby ,
imissyou , i just do . i know your hurt so hurt tht we have to end up in seperate ways. those kisses,huggies,{iloveyou}'s,imiss them . all the fights, misunderstanding ,scolding were all to prevent us from falling.But I , my point of view was different i thought u were sontrolling me but infact, ur actually taking care of me. I'm sorry tht i asked for the break in a very harsh way . I regret for what i've done i really do.i can't lie anymore,i told u i can't accept you the last tyme was because i don't want u to be hurt , infact, very hurt with my attitude .That was why i rejected . Now i regret rejecting you .I missyoubadly i just do . i CANT LIE ANYMORE , I'm hurting myself more.I have to let all of this out to you but i just cant,i really nid u badly . i really love you .I dun care wat people say.they told me to move on but i refused to .I have putted in effort to let us back in ways but u act as if it is nothing to you.like as if all the thing we went through is nothing, our love is so meningful to me . its so hard for me to let you go . loosing you is like loosing half of my life. bby love , one thing i want from u , understand me please. put our hearts back together ?):

sexyyy bitchh (:

2009-09-09T19:00:00.000-07:00

hellohhs (:
oii! mendark perr, haiyoyo tambhi. maybe later lepak-ing with zai , uzair (: . haiyoyooo. smlm ,090909,uzair and syabir accident seyyh hahaa rabakk perh . langgar kereter. get well soon kwn kwn . mendark seyyhh tk tau aper nk bobal . aiyoot . bytheway inezMaria , u which one seyyy? . i wan go townn lurh! eee! geram nyer , saper saper free when i have $$ follow uhkss. kiter buker pat saner >.< cheyhh mcm aku puaser jer hehee, 213 , i miss you guys. yesterday turon bukannyer semuerorang ader . i miss tam, fiq cool, hykel monyet ,kakak, 213 makin siket orang seyh sumpah siaa . lucas<3 da tkder . boyy<3 da tk turon sngt . haiyos. .sedih seyh . come back laaaaaaaaaaa! aiyooooooo .

-jajaaaaaTweekko000

070909

2009-09-09T07:51:00.000-07:00

kwn kwn! (:
sorry lurh tk post this past days. mum and dad getting worse. how? .so i can't play com as mum is no is not with us nymore. oh about 070909 i had fun with {love}! , saper yang tau tau diam diam jer lurh . tht day was the last tymei touched {love's}! hand. i was grabbed by him . last day . all the other days i and him didn't talk to him not even an eye contact .haiyos. {love} thnks eyh . i appreciate it really alot. Iila i miss you , kechyk i miss you. googo mums back bye

imiss......

2009-08-31T01:42:00.000-07:00

suffocated bby , i swearr. been thinkking of you all day long. my life wont move on.i suffocate when ur away from me. i miss you . iloveyou more than anyone do . only my blog understands me no one else does , i'm so depressed ryte now . i can't do anything . i feel like killing myself , i miss you so much. i'm so speecheless.nobody is like you.i swear i'm so hurt ryte now i just feel like crying my whole heart out , but whenever i'm about to do dhat i think back , have you ever cried for me?people say i'm sooo stupid to wait for hym , but my life wont move on until i get hym back or get someone so same with him i just miss him i swear . i feel like killing myself so tht he BELIEVE tht i actually and REALLY love him SO MUCH . i dunt noe i'm just confused i just can't move on without him .I just wanna be with him . i've been wasting my life. i'm so sure i wont get hym , i noe. where could i ever find someone which i can really depend on and whu believes me in all thiss words up here. i just miss him how could u ever understand??!!!!!!!! bby please. i'm DEPRESSED i think i'm going mad without u . I"m so suffocated! i'm so streesss!! are you feeling this NOW?! no . so not. I'm just useless and people think tht i'm just a girl who is playing around with love , i'm helpless, i'm so depressed i'm full of problems ryte now and the only way to solve it is to kill myself. no one can replace you and mum): i swear fari i swear no one can replace you . and mum ur love is so precious to me why must you do this to us. i still need parents love please.i can't move on . i will stay here at this point and die this way , i'm so dissapointed with my lyfe.

jajatreekoraven

290809.

2009-08-31T01:33:00.000-07:00

oh that date there,
it was our supposed to be 7 monthsary . 5 months with u 2 months single .going to three months..missing him very much lately. we don't even talk to each otherr .how i wish we do . i wished him on tht day , and i dunt noe what his impresssion iss. aiyoo . if i have a tyme machyne.how i wishh i can turn back the days . those days . its to precious tht i have to leave u , i'm sorry . today? teachers day . in skool , it supposed to be tomorow but tomorow free. contact me uh hehee..not gonna be free on 2nd september until october , focusing on tht fcuking psle =.= , 14 september turning 12 (: heheee .the day is comingg! (: meet me up on 14 kayy .. okay laa peposs take care .

-JajaTreek0Raven

i don't even care .

2009-08-26T00:22:00.000-07:00

hey kawan kawan ,
bored nyerhhs, tkpuaserr :P hohohhh . when i first saw u i never would have imagined that i would have such strong feelings for you i never would have thought that i would have dreamt about you or miss being by your side , having butterflies in my stomach when someone mentions your name,when i ferst met u , i never would have thought tht i will love you..I just wan to be the girl u talk about the only one you couldnt live without be the one who makes ur heartbeat crazy and for you to say to your guys " shes my baby " ..i'll ignore everyone of them because i only want you :(
I'll rather have bad tymes with you than have good tymes with someone else i'd rather be beside u in storm than safe and warm by my self I'd rather have hard tymes with you together than to have it easy apart remember , ur the one holding my heart. when you feel lonely look at the space between your finger and tell yourself that it perfectly fit myne. I wanna be the girl he gaves his hoodie to cuddle up in cold.I dont know where i stand with you and i don't know what i meant to you all i know is whenever i think of u all i want is to be by your syde.

everything u did to me tells me how important ur in mie.

-jajaaTREEKO

half alive.

2009-08-21T00:23:00.000-07:00

It's four AM, I'm waking up to your perfume Don't get up, I'll get through on my own I don't know if I'm home Or if I lost the way into your room I'm spiraling into my doom I'm feeling half alive but I know one day You and I will be free, To live and die by our own rules, Free.. Despite the fact that men are fools. I'm almost alive, and I need you to try And save me. It's okay that we're dying, But I need to survive tonight, tonight. Well excuse me while I get killed softly, Heart slows down and I can hardly tell you I'm okay At least 'til yesterday, You know you got me off my highest guard, Believe me when I say it's hard. We'll get through this tonight And I know one day you and I will be free To live and die by our own rules, Free.. Despite the fact that men are fools. I'm almost alive, and I need you to try And save me. It's okay that we're dying, But I need to survive tonight, tonight. And you touch my hand ever so slightly (Girl we're not ready for this yet) And the deadly look she cast upon me I won't regret, I won't regret I won't regret. I won't regret... And I was trying to disappear, But you got me wrapped around you I can hardly breathe without you I was trying to disappear But I got lost in your eyes now, You brought me down to size now. I'm almost alive And I need you to try and save me. It's okay that we're dying But I need to survive tonight, tonight Tonight... I'm almost alive, and I need you to try And save me. It's okay that we're dying, But I need to survive tonight, tonight. I need to survive tonight, tonight

thanks alot. sorry for everything, imissyou .

we were once so strong

2009-08-21T00:14:00.000-07:00

Did you forget that I was even alive?Did you forget everything we ever had?Did you forget, did you forget about me?Did you regret ever standing by my side?Did you forget we were feeling inside?Now I'm left to forget about us But somewhere we went wrong We were once so strong Our love is like a song, you can't forget it So now I guess this is where we have to stand Did you regret ever holding my hand?Never again, please don't forget, don't forget We had it all, we were just about to fall Even more in love, than we were before I won't forget, I won't forget about us But somewhere we went wrong We were once so strong Our love is like a song you can't forget it Somewhere we went wrong We were once so strong Our love is like a song, you can't forget it at all And at last all the pictures have been burned And all the past is just a lesson that we've learnedI won't forget, please don?t forget us Somewhere we went wrong Our love is like a song but you won't sing along You've forgotten about us Don't u forget

i'm sorry. i;m really sorry . about syarifiee is actually my bestfriend and she's a girl i swear. i noe u don't want me back . its okay . let u fly free out there . i will be in the same position as i am now, broken hearted and every piece of my heart is missing u alot. i miss ur warmness i swear. iloveyou , i wont move on . i promise.

TRUELOVE ,

(:

2009-08-17T07:26:00.000-07:00

Muhammad Syarifiee bin Samsudin <3
iloveyouand only u bby

dan sebenarnya

2009-08-16T05:43:00.000-07:00

muhd ghaffari krisna,
i'm sorry for everything bby . i regret for being a nuisance in your life. i regret for leaving you for no reasons . i'm sorry for mentally hurting u all this while. i'm sorry i got the wrong impression towards you all those while. those days is still near to me and my broken heart. the love is still here . i miss those days we had together i miss ur lips i miss ur warmness i miss everything in u . i'm stupid. ireally am . i can't move on with a broken heart. i swear no one can replace u.i swear ur perfect . and noone is as perfect as u bby . thnks for taking care of me . thnks for making me stop smoking for a months thnks for making me not going home late .thnks for everything and lastly thnks for making me feel tht i can be loved .thnks for loving me the full of your heart . i'm sorry. i want u back. i want u back badly . seriously .iloveyou. if u are reading my blog now. understand me. ILOVEYOUMORETHNEVERYTHINGELSEINTHISWORLDONLYOUISWEAR!

hohoh/

2009-07-12T20:47:00.001-07:00

heylo k bye(: syg korang .

hohoh/

2009-07-12T20:47:00.000-07:00

heylo k bye(: syg korang .

ah! memoirs :(

2009-06-02T19:11:00.000-07:00

oh god , please bring back the old days i use to have . i really miss all of tht. now everyone has their own things to do . oh god, please bring us back together . i really want the old days back.Oh god , bring back the love which they've given me . Oh god , make them mine once more ):

kak iqyn , thnks for making me laugh whenever i'm down . i really apreciate it . thnks for letting me share all my problems with u . theres alot of things you have which other's don't ,,

kak yan , thnks for understanding me all this while. thnks for ever being my bestfriend.ur somewan i can't replace , ur somewan which is perfect , the love from you to me was obviously cannot be found nywhere else .

kak shaa, i noe ur busy with school , but those tymes u had with me was effingly precious . thnks for introducing me to your two beatiful crazy friends . i really really apreciate it.

PLEase remember me as ur adek . i really love you guys. eventhough now we're not tht close lyke what we was , we are still close by the heart syg's / i really love u guys.

-JaJaRaven'

:D

2009-05-31T05:20:00.000-07:00

hello (:
mendark perh . baru balik dari rumah niesha. sleepover her house yesterday .patch up with fari just now . tomorow going school with him . chatting with my besttruefriend, aasrii . i got nothing to say about . like seriously blank . tomorow i have to go to schooll -,- okay laaa byebye~

-jajaraven'

hek hek hek :P

2009-05-28T20:54:00.000-07:00

hello .
currently in school now. mendarkk . broke up with fari yesterday . cause like over some reasons which u all don't really have to noe.. thn like he almost ried i guess .,.,. I don't noe. thn just now recess he gave me my letters alll backk~..up to you larh bby . mandarkk sial .aiyoo .. smlm malam really enjoyed myself pat banglaaa.boiis are so noisy now busy with games =.= stupid fcuking games . stress seyh . dan au pun tk tau kenaperr. :D nanaakateqq;my life my choice kayy . kalau kau nk gaduh ngn aku psl nie kau kental . hhaaa. mendark laa cheebai .. haiyooo . i love hym siaa. why he treat me this way? tkperlurhs meymang i;m a bad gerl not preety not kind not loving i'm somewan u can say bad words to . and to you is i'm FEELINGLESS RYTE?! .. mayb i am . cause i treat u in a way of black and white to see wether u love me anort. u haven't see my rainbows. so just shut up .from my black and white attittude i can se eur a hot tampered boi . i;m sorry i have to leave u . find a gerl which is better thn me . which is loving and stuffs. or maybe u don't have to search , u can just patch with ur GD GD CLEvER ex. gd luck kay bby ..

-jajaRaven'

cravings~

2009-05-24T02:21:00.001-07:00

i want alll this u suckaa!!!!!!!

haha . memoirs (:

2009-05-24T00:23:00.000-07:00

hello (:
yesterday like something bad really happened. kakak pipa bit me up over some stupit somethings tht i've done. so i decided to run away from home . packed my bag and headed to shamita's house . we lepak-es like quite mendark but tyme flies fast . thn at night wanted to go to shaf's house with shamita but fortunately , saw get peng. so followed her to meet shikin farah and kak nor . reach there we sat down thn around thn 10.45pm i met ewan at 2nd story talk about school and stuffs. thn apit naik continue laa life story masing masing :P .thn shaf and shamita went up so like kecoh uh kat atas. thn i went down awhile saw get peng and farah bad mood i went to ask why all tht uh . thn they say tht iqyn go riding with shasha's friend which she don't noe .thn we all proceeded to figure 8 and didn't noe bdk kb was there so just put thm aside...thn shiqyn came back and went with shasha and all AGAiN! get peng was freaked out and she doesn't even wanto talk to iqyn . thnn , we saw bois in bluee. alamark leceh uh!!! thn me and farah plus shamita went to mok's house while other's proeed to east coast park to slack there. thn mok tk buakak pintu thn we turon tingkat satu thn the police officer kat bawah thn me and farah was like alamak!! thn shamita wanted to run away tapi police officer jerit lol . thn my dad pick me up . i dunotnoe they all uh . thn my bantal buucuuuk and stuffs with shamita siakk!!.thn my dad slap my head when kiter kat lift tapi kenek half jerr :p thn he say dun do this to him nymore thn i say okayy .okay lahh . bytheway today i nvr go out. byee take caree

-jajaRaven'

hohoh :D

2009-05-22T21:51:00.000-07:00

heyloo(:
sorry for not posting this few days..been busy though . (:
so ..
18th may ,
me and fari broke up , over some stupid reasons.and gortonoe something about anisah tht made me cry more thn 5 tymes on tht day , like worse day of my fcuking life.
19th may ,
wanting fari back but no chances of getting him back . nothing happend on tht day.
20th may ,
he sounded me for patch oi (: hahaaa.happy seyyy (:
21st may ,
anisah's b'day (:
yesterday , wanted to go anisah's b'day party held in backgate . and i can't go . pfft =.= went home nagged by mommey . close ears thn =.= cause its not my fault. thn kul 4+ i ask dad whether can i go anort cause i really want to go . like seriously i wan to. thn dad allowed mum beat me up cause she dowan me to go outthn dad scolded her . mommey halau me and didn't allowed me to enter the house NOMORE! like pfft =.= thn i went out crying . thn reach backgate i wiped my tears and salam-ed thm as they were shocked i came. thn tengah salam2 i burst out to tears saying i'm homeless . thn they all was like what happended!?!!? thn i told the story . dpt skejap pizza arrived ate play-ed game thn my bby was out from takraw duduk ngn dier kejap thn he have to go home thn me and anisah and soby and shafiqa plus adilla and shamitek lepak at soby rumah peyh tangger all tht thn went home. mum didn't say a word to me. bear with it mummey , gtg solong(:

-jajaRaven

Some one special .

2009-05-16T21:09:00.001-07:00

Fari ,
i dunnow why this few days i feel like i'm single . is not tht i wanna say i don't love you us. but i just dunnow why , every girls have jelousy , and i bet u noe tht .. there's just one thing tht i dun let u do which is stop contacting other girls? is it so hard? .sometymes i just feel like ending this because like , there's no motive for u to continue this if u have other girls to contact ryte ? its better for u to continue ur life with the girl u contact ..i dunt noe larh . since u contact ( not to mention name) u have changed siak . like u even sacrifice me for her like , who dhe hell she think she is ? ah go mati uhs. she's more perfect she don't smoke and stuffs ryte? go ahead uh fari if u think she's the one for u , i'm nothing to u i noe . goodbye so long ..

-jajaRaven'

heyho lets go .

2009-05-16T05:53:00.000-07:00

heyloo ,
Mendak perhs. was home around 8.30pm ,hahah kakak was home and she called shamita . call uh , i really with shamita wart , hahahaa(: , tadi spent the whole day with ardiila and shamita , plus abit of tyme with 213 , ABIT jer kayy . hahaha :P omygod i miss my bby ,, just now he call me and my sis was home so must act .. aiyoo . sad siall . bby sorry .hahaha lols. besok maybe not going out la . mls , feeling like staying at home , i feel so cold sia now , no fan no angin , abeyy tk ali ali sejok . nk kat saket . .takot uhs. ZUL!! asl tk turon for maths exam u pigheaded moster! hahaha :P weyy gtg bye take care

'jajaravennn

lol .

2009-05-15T20:24:00.000-07:00

hello .
lol , bytheway , blogger's tyme is crazy tkmo cayer kayy (: bythewayyy, my old blogg was deleted larhs humans , i'm starting a new chapter of life with new happiness and sadness, the past is the past and i dun wish to bring the terrible memoirs back . i love my new life with him and i hate my new life sometymes, to what other humans say , life has ups and downs and all i have to do is just bear with it , love it (: lovehim (:

-JajaRaven

heyyo .

2009-05-15T20:08:00.000-07:00

helohs,
bored seyhs at home , later going out ,meeting shamita n maybe ardilla . bby, its just unfair. u shud noe what to do and what not to do and u noe wat is ryte and what is wrong, stop suffering me , I really need u in life but there's alot of things i have to
bear with , i really cannort take this nymore, i give up , up to to you to what u want to do , because everything i say wont get u any better ryte? . *sighs* .There's only one thing i hate u to do , but u just want to do it ryte? go ahead , i'm nowan to u , i'm really nowan ryte? go ahead , do whatever u want to . u can continue enjoying ur life and continue putting me aside.whatever uh , i just can't get over this.it's really up to you , its ur life isn't it? ur life ur choise , i noe tht...u can end this now if u really thing i'ma motherfcxkingbxtch . so long ..

-JajaRaven